Tuesday, March 06, 2007
So I finally got down to tidying up my room..
and quite frankly I'm quite impressed at the progress..
just the door and windows to do up now...
In my financial situation...
I still have 1 someone who owes me 150 bucks...
and has disappeared from my reality....
and with that said..
I'm still in debt...
so to all you welfare agents selling tickets or other such items...
shove your hunger/poverty/abuse porn elsewhere...
its not a financial issue
its a social issue
And my current position as of now...
on the state of emotional attachment....
is a reply to all those who say..
if you love someone let them go...
I say
fuck that...
don't fight the feeling...
you can't let it go...
why lie to yourself..
just learn to live with it and keep reality in check..
because if you keep trying to let go..
or become apathetic its gonna waste whats left of the rest of your life..
face forward to your reality...
Yoroshiku...
whatever that means..
(4:00 AM)