It's black and white,
no, now its grey.
and all there was that seemed to be
is only true in memory,
the faded scene,
where he is free to be
but no he does not want to,
he knows his own self-destructive tendencies
it gnaws, it gnaws,
and his mind is lost
he grabs the pistol and
gasps,
he wishes for some self relief
and click,
the cartridge empty.
(1:06 PM)