Thursday, December 27, 2007
I went for a run and got my head cleared up abit...
staying in one place and letting your bad emotions fester like untreated wounds...
is extremely detrimental to health...
no matter how much you say you can handle it...
(11:16 PM)
Tuesday, December 25, 2007
My life has hit a kind of stagnant restlessness and unfulfillment till I came to a revelation....
I once thought...
perhaps since I've set out the basis of my wants...
all I have to do is organise these wants at specific timings..
and I'll get somewhere..
till busy schedules....rushing here and there...
I've realised...
I've lost concern...
I've lost the simplest pleasure of strumming a chord just to hear it resonate in the air...
lost the pleasure of simply taking in what I see that's happening around me...
all because I forgot to care..
forgot to care about life...
A poet is not poet if he cares not what he writes..
no matter how beautiful or elegant his words....
he is not.
Likewise for anything.
I need to care...
(5:16 AM)
Sunday, December 16, 2007
Heh...
the new iMac is one slick machine to use..
the screen's so sharp..
everything looks so compact and perfect..
That's a dead cat by the way..
it got ran into by the car but its body was mostly intact..
however, due to the nature of the damage dealt to it...(mostly to the brain...+trauma)
the cat was sort of petrified
disturbingly cool.
Thursday, December 13, 2007
I'm restless...
so restless...
(7:20 AM)
Sunday, December 09, 2007
It's the first time I saw a drink machine give you money instead of vice versa.
The drinks machine was the one outside Suntec City on the overhead bridge.
Then I noticed a significant number of coins together in a small pile...
I thought...
No way those are real....
WTF....
even though it was like 3 bucks worth of change
It was fricking suprising no one else noticed it...
of course I did look like an idiot reaching underneath the machine..
next to a dustbin...
but then I realised after putting one of those coins into the machine,
that the contraption was spoilt...
and I'm guessing it was related to the coins on the floor..
anyway....
there was this Mexican smoking nearby(at least he looked mexican....)
looking at me...
And I was explaining how cool it was to find change like that..
(trust me....if you see a pile of free shiny objects with monetary value you'd go koo koo too)
unfortunately,
not wanting to share in my enthusiasm,
He flashed me a
'Dumb Chino, I enjoy watching your stupid actions more than I do watching naked Lolita's dancing around empty tequila bottles' look.
heh...
I'd would've set his mustachio on fire if I could just for that.
then when I approached the suntec staff just to inform them of the spoilt machine..
and to tell them about the possible hole in the change compartment of the machine..
(there were 2 of them by the way...1 Chinese 1 Malay..)
the Chinese told me (in Chinese of course..) not to tell the Malay one that I had found the change.
heheh...
what a world of subtle racism.
(6:42 AM)
