I'm realising it...
this language of film...
(10:20 AM)

Imagine....
spending all that intense emotion,
into focusing into a singular force,
propelling you forward to make a better world.
Instead of lying there playing endless amounts of computer games...
Imagine....
(9:21 AM)

It's been quite some time since I put anything up here...
Just wanna say Life(God) has been pretty good to me...
Getting into LaSalle's Film degree programme...
Striking 4D for the first time in my life... W00t...

All I'm right now is just my recruitment job at an insurance agency..
where I TELE-MARKET to recruit insurance agents...
I have to sound eternally happy on the phone so that the other person on the line doesn't want to kill me
which is something that really isn't my forte...
I'd much rather be brooding somewhere..
but anyway, I've had my own little successes as the right hand of the devil...
leading poor confused graduates or students into the gaping mouth of my manager..
I've even wrote an advertisement that glorifies the job...
check it out on JobsDB.com.sg
6-week internship program (my ass...)
well it is what it is...but...
sigh....
I just hope that people know what they're getting into..
Anyway, I've been trying to read 1 script per week,
realising its too slow also...
and I still find myself going to see arty movies very un-me..
but oh well...
I got myself into this..
and I need to learn...
and drag my introverted self out of its shell..
(I still feel so weird asserting myself sometimes....blame it on my upbringing)
I just hope that I've taken the right steps to achieving the sense of fulfillment in life I so desire...

Anyway, DAVID COOK WON...
GREAT SHIT!
BILLIE JEAN & SHARP DRESSED MAN.
long live gravelly rock voices....
and I've just recently discovered Missy Higgins too..

Anyway, when I was watching the arty farty shorts earlier...
I kinda thought what happens if the kind of people I hate watched my show..
I'd be 'UNWORTHY INFIDELS!' or something seriously..
and the questions people ask....
'DID YOU WAIT TILL IT RAINED TO TAKE THE SHOT!?!!??!!'
WHAT KIND OF INSULT IS THAT TO THE FILMMAKER..!!!?!!??!
shouldn't we be making more use of the time to help ourselves in our development of a better understanding of the human psyche through film rather than asking dumb questions and mundane stuff...
but anyway...its a free world....
but in a free world you have your objections also...
so yeap...
(9:35 AM)